"mayabang ako at wala kang pakialam"
MICHAELJOHNTANBALANA
taga-Basilan
napuntang Sultan Kudarat
lumipat sa Cotabato City
nasa Tawi-Tawi
...
THREE WORDS
FORMSPRING
(Source: matabangutak, via meminusyou)
There is this girl I met. I never thought that she’d make this much impact to me. She is not your typical teenage girl. The best thing about her is that, during a stage wherein kids or young adults are starting to see things far from what is taught, she already understands the complexities of life. And I must admit, she has taught me so much. Lessons compressed in the fewest arrangement of words.
But with all these, I still became a jerk. I ruin the days which should have been a great one for her. Instead of making her happy like how a real man should do, I make her worry and be problematic about petty matters. I feed her up with all the apologies I make that soon after she’s alright with it, I do it again and after doing it I apologize yet again. And the worst part is, I disguise all those in my dramatic ways.
I am not saying all these because I want you to see how bad I am, because I don’t need to show or tell you the things I do to make you think that I am actually a douche. I am making you read all these so that you’ll understand that she does not deserve all of those. I told her before that nothing would change and that I promise from that day on things will only get better. But as usual, I broke that promise and made each day a forgetful one. Apparently, I am so overwhelmed by how things have turned out that I forget those important details. I forgot that I promised, that I shall never break any promises again. So now, you my reader, as my witness I say (err write) these.
I promise that I won’t overact over small matters.
I promise to just make you happy.
I promise that I would never get tired of reminding you how beautiful you are and how much better you are with all the other girls out there.
I promise to trust you and do my best to eliminate the smallest doubts that could ever cross my mind.
I promise that I shall do all these.
Again, with you as my witness, I shall do those. I know it is hard to believe that I could hold those promises, but yeah “PEOPLE CHANGE.” I don’t need you to tell me that you believe all those. But I want you to trust me. And if ever I forget doing any of those, again with you and God as my witness I shall forever suffer from whatever wrath karma would impose upon me.
